Why the rain!

You know i want to be there. I want to be. But I guess my chance of it is over. 

Off to work

CLOSED(:

((:

MOUCHI

stomach is aching lik hell!
anyway i wonder what you meant by that… Haizzz i couldnt just hold on to that forever iguess… Its sort of frustrating…

you bited my cookie, i want it back!

had a long long day today.. tuition in the morning when im not really awake like just half awake or something… totally just wanna bam down on that table to get some sleep or something! school’s gonna start on monday. im starting to worry.

i think i havent had cca in a long while and Im all tired even though i didnt do much.. but just kind of play? Im old. and aching all over too.

SO Monday.. sigh. although i feel that time is travelling too slowly, but i dont wish to let me feel that fastness of time. i guess all o have to do now is study study study. fantasy shall hold it for later. MY BIRTHDAY… more than a month away. just thought of my birthday all of a sudden!

went to kovan today to have dinner then went to a thai restaurant to try the food. Are thai man always that good looking?. heh! i feel like going there more often not cause of the looks but the food is real nice and spicy(: actually suppose to go chomps and cause is raining ( everytime my family plans to go there it will always to raining) and inconvenient  so went to kovan instead…

see, im suppose to start on my english noww… but apparently i cant find any shit about qualifications of accountancy.. why must we write resumes? so frustrating…

okay o’s coming and is freaking me out. im going to study. NOW!

KWONN!

Hope that the Karma that Im thinking of isn’t really coming

one week past by slower than i thinkk it should be going… and haha. thinking that its the good thing though.. feeling theres more time for o’s but actually NOT!

studying yesterday and today trying to make somethings out of it sometimes. but i think i did a little. gotta be working real hard. actually its true that you put in all your efforts and or regret forever when you go around showing everyone your cert. I guess singaporean should really learn about this phrase: would you rather be a small fish in a big pond or a big fish in a small pond. everyone is going all so crazy about being over estimating yourself. can be quite irritating sometimes….:/

okay talking bout the Karma shit which i hope isnt really coming cause i really didnt want it to come. i hope not. i pray not. and dont even make me dream of it! hope this thing isnt going to be permanent but just temporary alright… cause i have an uneasy feeling about it right now…

heh i shall make a prayer here to myself and everyone that i know too(:

dear god, please help me and my friends during this period to overcome all problems that we are having and concentrate on our studies. give me the worriedness that i need and those of my friends who need it to push myself or ourselves to in working harder and giving all that we have to this coming olevel. always allow us to have a positive mind set whenever things or not going to right way or the results that demoralizes us. help us to keep all distractions and temptation away just for this few months. and i pray that this year would be successful and lucky and happy year for all of us all(: . amen.

today. went to SP and soup kitchen today…..had a nice time in soup kitchen.. MEMORABLE.

Never trust anyone who says i love you. cause theyy never meant it. never trust your dad when he says i love you too. cause sometimes it might be unreal. ONLY, trust your mum(:

SP was huge… tiring in there too.. but nothing much also. sigh.

i guess i will only say this much im too tired to think anymore….

i wish to see you once more…. just once..

alright cca prep was boring… and lazy to type now. i will miss everyone.):

 

 

 

Is it okay to ask you back once?

i think im thinking so insanely now.. OMG i miss you times million. memories are still flashing through my brains in the place we have been… and well i shake my head and beg it to go away. how badly i miss you. oh god, i wanna ask you again. i still love you will you be with me again?.

Me anti-social? yeah i think im getting into that.

i had a bad day today.