CHRISTMAS…

two days later and it will be christmass! hah! love it(:

went back to school yesterday for cca and i rush stuff through just to make sure that i could do everything finish in time! but in the end we sort of watched the fourth kind movie in the lab instead! lucky i have cheryl there!

schools opening soon as well! SHIT IM FELT WITH ONE MATH QUIZ TO DO and loads of other homeworks as well! especially ss! but… aiya who cares!

going to st lukes later but…. i wonder who is there…. didnt wanna go there too early too. i miss everyone! haha! seems like a long long time that i got in touch with mel. and also haiqi( although i just saw her yesterday) and also vern janet

crap should i go and bathe now…. or alittle while later!!!…

im starting to miss everyone. and im starting to shit nvm. anyway. i hope days could pass faster than usual.

how’s life for everyone hmm?. good perfect fun never wish for school to start or as sucky as mine?

seriously life has never been good for me. for one reason. my dad is being bossy as ever trying to sift out every pinch of dust in the house and scolding we woman that OUR FUCKING DUTY AS A WOMAN IN THE HOUSE IS TO DO HOUSEKEEPING! FUCKING HOUSE KEEPING. understand! so i cant wait for school to start actually. and he is  TAKING A  FUCKING 8 DAYS OFF. i dont care if i will get punish or so what ever if im scolding him here. but its just like that every night. everyday if he is on leave. he will treat us like trash!!! what the shit!

cant i even have a fucking guitar even if i am willing to pay for myself? cant i get what i want when my sis could get it?. fucking shit! someone tell me what is this. what kind of fucking life am i leaving in! i do. i help. i care. but sometimes i just get so sick and tired of doing things that someone of a higher authority is asking me to do! seriously, i dont care if you’re my dad. a man. or a what. cant you just treat us a little nicer. cant your hands just move a little more without the least complain. cant i just have a day without thinking that i do not like you being in the house. or actually say that i hate this house so much! i wasnt born to do all these things. but then. i did still. and once i start doing and you know that. you kept on asking me to do it! like seriously. im still a growing a girl. i need some silence in my brain.

First Teaser Trailer for My Princess and Romantic Date Stills (via A Koala’s Playground)

cant wait to watch it!

MBC is gearing up for the premiere of My Princess in three weeks. In addition to the gorgeous stills just released today of Song Seung Heon and Kim Tae Hee’s romantic date in the drifting snow, the first teaser trailer has dropped. Please hold on to your trousers, it’s but a glimpse and nothing more, though it does reveal what tone this drama is taking. What I am shocked at is how goofy and screwball it all seems. Yes, the premise of an older col … Read More

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CRAZYYYY!!!~

L word is driving me real crazy nowww!~ brainwashing! but real nice!

SHANE!

omg! i think im totally into lesbian noww! hahaha! SHE’s so freakin hot!!!~(:

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JETLAGG

having a little jetlag nowwww…. tired ttm having a little fever also. bought many clothes and also…….there’s very little souvenirs there…. i almost got food poisoning….. I CHANGED MY SPECS IN TAIWAN TOOO!(:  and so nowww. im left with no money at alll….): how now brown cowww… i miss everyone so much nowww.); hahaha! tmr im doing flag day for the sinda organisation thing tgt with mel hope it’ll be fun…(:  off nowwww…. hands are tired too(:

WANT ME TO BE A FEMINIST? I COULD YOU KNOW! JUST DRIVE ME A LITTLE MORE CRAZY!

lecture was great today! things that ive never realize before just appear right infront of me today!

had fun with swetha nadia vern mel and all! just because of some stuff.

i wanna take a step back and reflect on what i have done throughout all these times! and let it be a time whereby i learn my mistakes.have you ever heard that if you mediate for continuously 2 weeks you will be happier! hahaha! cause happiness is the state of mind huh! this lecture is so influential i swear! hah! its in my brains now!

anyway i dont know why im feeling so heavy hearted right now though! and apparently i miss school very little now! and just have no feelings towards it… sigh!~ next year sec 4? BIG YEAR HUH!

ACTUALLY, i wanna start afresh when new year starts you know… get a new specs and all that things! and motivate me to study hard and keep myself on the right path! i want that! i yearn so much for internal peace too!): i guess im depressed! restless!

off now!

Ends here. Stops tmr. Ignorant bitch!~

I WANNA WATCH TANGLED SOO BADLY. psychology course wasnt that bad until the last part. things there were great! hahahah HUGEEE! lol! Im just so tired noww! i wonder why i always feel that way after the run. tired. drenched and all! i just slept for like 2 hours and im still tired! watching csi noww! i love it very very much! math homework due end of nov.